Cooking?

Let's talk about cooking, shall we?

I'm terrified of it.  I'm not sure why, but I've never had the confidence to cook an amazing meal by myself.  I can help in the kitchen (mostly by cleaning the dishes), but doing everything on my own?  Oh Lord.  I'm great at cooking breakfast foods, and I'm okay with baking.

For Christmas this past year, my future in-laws got me nothing BUT cooking stuff.  A crock pot, cook book, a new set of pots and pans (which I have used), and even a cheese grater and meat thermometer!  Have I used them?  Not really.  I've used to crock pot twice to make soup, but that's about it.  I've looked through the cook book my future mother-in-law gave me and nothing jumps off the page!  Everything in the book seems so intimidating.  Do I have all the needed supplies and ingredients?  I don't know!

I want to cook meals for Joe SO BADLY-especially dinners after work.  My main issues with this are: my lack of confidence in my cooking skills, and I'm so tired and run down after work.  When I've been away from home all day, the last thing I want to do is be in the kitchen.

I don't know what to do.  I pin recipes on Pinterest CONSTANTLY, but have I done anything with them?  Nope!  I'm scared of them!

Any tips for overcoming my fear of cooking?


Later Days!
Dani

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Oh, you know, LIFE.

I did it again, didn't I?

Okay, so here's what's gone down since I've spoken to you last.

Joe and I are ENGAGED! And in the most perfect way possible: at home, on our couch. Ha!
Joe popped the question May 7. I had been giving him..."subtle" hints all day ("My nails are done, babe! Don't let them go to waste!"). And because of those hints, I didn't think it was going to happen that night!
Earlier in the day, we had stopped by PetsMart to check out a dog we wanted to adopt (more on him later). After leaving and saying I REALLY wanted the dog, Joe asked, "If you could have your engagement or the dog, which would you choose? Cause doing either will put one of them back." How MEAN of him to ask me that! I ended up saying the dog because I knew Joe would propose eventually, but the dog may not still be available! Needless to say, we didn't get the dog that Saturday.
After running around for the majority of the day, we came home and ate dinner. After we cleaned up, we were sitting on the couch: nothing fancy, right? Joe asked me if I had the paperwork for my promise ring. I told him it was in the drawer and I'd go get it. He, in the meantime, had my promise ring and was "looking for scratches" with the flashlight app on his iPhone. Should I have gotten suspicious then? Probably, but I didn't. I came back with the paperwork. He looked at it, then set it down on the coffee table.
Odd...I didn't see my promise ring anywhere. "Where did he put it," I thought. So I asked, "Can I have my ring back? I feel naked without it!" Joe replies with, "No, you can't."
What was my response? "Well then, can I have my upgrade then?" I swear I was joking!

...okay, whatever. You guys know me better than that.

After I asked that he opened up his hand and there was my "upgrade." After saying "OhmyGodOhmyGodOhmyGod" and flailing my arms, he asked me to marry him!
And of course I said YES!

Was it on a mountain top like he originally planned? Nope, but I loved it all the same!
We don't have an official date yet, but we're thinking November 2012. Gotta have time to plan and pay for things!

Oh? You thought I was done! No, no, lovelies. More life has happened.

Remember the dog? We adopted him....and then had to return him to the rescue 22 days later.
We adopted a five year old golden retriever. The whole reason we fell in love with him was because of his calm personality. A dog that could be chill with tons of people and other dogs walking around PetsMart? Score!
The rescue thought he would do well in an apartment, and we did too! But we were all wrong. He needs another dog with him while "Mommy and Daddy" are at work, a backyard, and a home without cats. We don't have cats, but my parents do. He stayed with them for 2 days while Joe and I were busy with James and Diana's wedding, and Mom said there was no way he could stay with them again. He wouldn't leave the cats alone.
After a long, hard and tearful discussion, Joe and I decided to release him back to the rescue. As much as we loved him, we had to think what was best for him and we couldn't provide that.
I cried like a baby, of course. I know they'll find him a perfect home. The foster coordinator said she would keep me posted on him, so that made me feel better.
If, and when, we decide to get another dog, we know to get a smaller breed that's okay with being alone for the larger part of the day. But for now...it's just us and that's just fine.

I got (another) new job! I know, I can hear it now: "But Dani! You just started at your other new job!" Hear me out, guys! My new-new job is only five miles away from our apartment, and it pays $2 more per hour! Oh! And did I mention full medical, dental and vision insurance and a raise after 90 days? Yeah, I would have been STUPID to pass it up!
I will miss my co-workers I've gotten to know over the past month, they have all been so incredibly nice and amazing. Many of them even encouraged me to go for the new job! Talk about support! My last day with them is this Friday (the 17), and I start my new position on the 20.

SO MUCH LIFE HAPPENING!

In other news, I'm ready to chop off my hair. I should probably leave the long locks alone for the wedding, but I'm figuring our wedding is a year and a half away, and hair grows. If it isn't to the length I want by that time, I'll just get some clip in extensions! What haircut am I looking at?
This one! Short with a TON of layers. I have my appointment booked for Saturday...and I'm getting my hair colored! Gotta look fresh for the engagement pictures! ;]

Oh, and in about 16 days, Joe and I are going to Colorado Springs for the Fourth of July! SO EXCITED!


Later Days!
Dani

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Helllooo?

Is anyone out there?!

Does anyone read this blog?!

I can't tell if you're reading if you don't leave comments!

Boo hiss.



Later Days!
Dani

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One door closes, another one opens!

Today is a good day!

I went into my new job and filled out all the new hire paperwork! Friday was my last day at Clayton, and I won't lie to you-I am so relieved.

I will now be in an office environment with more adults and NO KIDS. Nothing against kiddos in general, but Clayton had moved me to a new center and I wasn't very happy there! Being around 30+ children Monday through Friday is incredibly draining-both mentally and physically.
The fact this new position is full time is a God send. I've been looking for full time work for over a year, and I was starting to lose hope I would ever find a better job! I'll be making the same amount per hour as I did at Clayton, but I'll be doubling my hours per week, therefore doubling my pay per week! AWESOME. I'll be able to bring in more income for: rent, bills, and groceries. Also awesome: I get to wear cute clothes to work! YES! No more khakis and polos or summer t-shirts. I'm very excited!
Oh, and since I've gotten a better job, Joe and I are going to start looking for a dog. THAT I'm pretty excited about! It's been lonely here without a pet. I've grown up with dogs and cats always being around. After I moved out, and I didn't take any of them (like Mom would have let me!), I've been pretty sad without one! We saw a dog at PetCo that I fell in LOVE with...so hopefully we can get him before someone else does!
EDIT:
So, someone else already got that dog. Bummer. I did find two Husky puppies at Watauga animal shelter...and Joe is VERY interested in one of them. HOWEVER (I hate howevers)-I found out the pet deposit is $500 at our complex! FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS!! Oh, and $10 pet rent per month after that. It's looking like we won't be able to get a dog (or any kind of pet) now. The $500 is for any kind of pet: cats, dogs, hampsters, etc. I am so heart broken. I hate not having a dog, ugh! :[

I have taken this week off before I start my new position, and I'm looking forward to doing whatever I want to do! Won't be much, but I'll take a mental vacation! Please and thank you!



Later Days!
Dani

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An awesome change and a rant.

So, remember when I said my want for bangs had waned? LOL, you guys! I was kidding!
I went through with it! What do you think?! I'm pretty stinkin' happy with the result! Now I just have to get my hair dyed a dark brown again and I will L-O-V-E this look!

Moving on!

So, I'm going to have a wee bit of a rant here!
Being on time when you've made plans with a group of people at a restaurant: sometimes people run a few minutes late, not a big deal. However, if you're making that said group wait for an hour and a half, it falls into the ridiculous category.
I had to deal with such a situation last night.
I am not one to be hateful, but when you make me wait that long to eat, I can go into bitch mode. We were supposed to eat at 7:30, we didn't order (out of courtesy, even though some people didn't show us the same) until 8:45. Yeah. We didn't leave the restaurant until 10:30 because they were late, had to order, etc, etc. Everyone came back to our place after dinner to hang out. We should have been back to the apartment by 8:30ish, but we didn't get home until later. Mind you, I was running on 3 hours of sleep from these peoples' shenanigans from the night before (don't ask-it's a long story). So since THEY couldn't get their shit together, we ate late, got back to the apartment late, and I didn't really get to enjoy hanging out with the group. I went to bed a little after midnight, while everyone else stayed up and enjoyed themselves.
Can you see why I'm slightly miffed?
I cannot stand people with horrible time management skills. I can understand if you're slightly running late, but when it starts affecting my night in a negative matter, you are immediately on my shit list. I could honestly go on and on about this subject, but I'll refrain.

I feel better now.

Off to the pool to tan!

Later Days!
Dani

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Quietness

Good morning, lovelies.

I'm up early this morning for a job interview at 10. I picked out my interview outfit and tested out my hot rollers last night-I AM PREPARED. I'm very excited, and very hopeful that this is the job for me! I had almost lost hope that this company was ever going to call me for an interview, and after a rough Monday night (feeling down and sorry for myself), they called the next morning! THANK GOD.

Send me prayers and good vibes this morning? I would be so thankful for it :]


Later Days!
Dani

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An update!

Alright!
Last time I updated, I talked about hair. I ended up not getting bangs. I still need a haircut, but my sudden want for bangs has gone away. I guess that's good, right? If I got over it so quickly, who knows how I would have been if I actually got them!

Since I've last posted....

Joe and I moved into an apartment! SUPER exciting! We moved in Monday afternoon and got a pretty awesome deal! Our floor plan is 888 square feet and we're paying $750 per month. Not too shabby! I'm so incredibly happy to take this HUGE step with Joe! We had been talking about living together for a while, and now it's a reality! We've pretty much gotten everything unpacked, aside from all his computer stuff. Where we're going to put that, I'm not sure...but we'll figure it out eventually.

I will say it's weird being home alone. Most people who know me know I'm a very social and friendly person. I need interaction and conversation to LIVE! Joe leaves for work before me, and gets home after me, so I've had lots of quality alone time (if that's what I should call it). I'm ready to meet some people in the complex! Get to know my neighbors! I think that may be a little bit harder than your typical neighborhood, though.

Any tips from you apartment dwellers out there? Do you keep to yourself and do your own thing, or do you go out and meet your neighbors?


Later Days!
Dani

P.S.
I realize that this post is on April Fool's Day...but none of this is a joke, I promise! :]

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Decisions, Decisions...

Alright lovelies, I need your help!

I'm in the need for a change, but I don't want to do anything too drastic. Yes, I'm talking about haircuts. I've thought about getting bangs! I've been looking at a lot of pictures and what-not and I'm really itching to try them!

I tried bangs a few years ago, and they didn't turn out so hot. I think it's mostly because I didn't know how to properly style my hair or how to use a flat iron. I've gotten a lot better with styling my hair, and I think it's worth a shot! I asked my Mom what face shape she thinks I have and she described it as a "full heart." I think that makes sense. I have a roundish shaped face, but my chin does come down to a point.

Here are the pictures I've been looking at:

First up is the lovely Reese Witherspoon. I've used her as a haircut muse before, and it came out great! I love the wispyness and versatility of her bangs. It looks like she could brush them to the side if she wanted to. However...

I love, love, LOVE Zooey Deschanel's hair! Thick bangs have always held a special place in my heart, but I've always been too afraid to try them! I don't know if my fine hair can pull this off.
I do plan on dying my hair dark again. I had it colored to a dark brown back in November, but it's faded to a light honey color since then.

What do you think? Should I take the bang plunge?!

Here's a recent picture of me to help you out!
This was taken last month, so my hair is slightly longer now.

Please tell me what you think!

Later Days!
Dani

EDIT:
I found picture evidence of the last time I had bangs.
Try your best not to laugh, it's pretty bad!
(This was taken in 2007!)
(How adorable is Joe? Seriously!)
See what I mean? God knows what a flat iron could have done to make that look 49274928347 times better. Oh, and just general hair styling knowledge. Looking at that picture makes me want to run away from the whole idea of wanting bangs...but I'm still curious if it would work today! Uhhhh!! My life!

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Challenging Week

This past week has been a very challenging one.

First, we had to deal with a hellish winter storm. I had gone to work Monday knowing I'd probably get a snow day or two. I didn't think I'd be stuck at home for the next four days because of all the ice. Cabin fever doesn't really begin to describe it. I finished my book, and our internet had gone out. So all that was left was re-runs of Real Housewives and watching different movies. I went to bed pretty early each night because I was so tired after doing nothing all day. Ugh.

Even more "Ugh" worthy was me getting sick with strep! I woke up Saturday morning with a sore throat and by Sunday morning, I was nearly passing out at CareNow from dehydration. I hadn't been able to eat or drink because my throat was so sore and I couldn't swallow. I got an IV drip, pain medication and antibiotics. I'm still a little sick today, but feeling TONS better thanks to the antibiotics.

Dad also had heart surgery Monday afternoon in Austin. Nothing terribly serious, but still-it's heart surgery! He's had problems with arrhythmia for a while and medication wasn't treating it anymore. The surgery went smoothly, and him and Mom are on their way back home as I type. We had a lot to deal with this week. Snow and ice, Dad's upcoming heart surgery, and almost everyone being sick.

The hardest part of this week:
My family had to say goodbye to our dog, Ladybug.
The past few months had been pretty rough for Bug. She had become blind and deaf, and we were almost positive she was diabetic. On Friday things got worse: she wasn't eating or drinking. Ladybug was never one to refuse food or water, so we knew it was time. I think what made it worse is that it was still snowing and we had to go out in it to get her to the vet. I went with my Dad and held her in the car. I don't think she knew what was coming. My little sister was upset that I was going to the vet with Ladybug and not her. I can understand my sister's frustration cause I will admit that I had been harsh towards Bug. I think I was trying to separate myself from her so maybe when the time did come it wouldn't hit me as hard. It didn't help. I still bawled like a baby, and all I could keep saying was "I'm so sorry, Bug." I acted horribly towards her, and I probably won't forgive myself for it either.
My older sister brought Ladybug home from a friend who lived around the block. They said Ladybug liked a lot of attention, and they weren't home enough to give it to her. She was a very energetic dog. Lots of love and life! She was a great addition to our family for the next 14 years.

I'm so sorry for how I treated you towards the end. It wasn't because I didn't love you. I just didn't want to hurt so much once you were gone. That obviously didn't work-I was wrong.
Rest in Peace, Buggy. You were a great little dog.


That's all I can write for now. It's hard to see the screen through the tears.

Later Days,
Dani

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Killing some time

Hey guys!
Didn't I mention last post I was going to keep up with this thing? I'm a terrible liar, obviously. Let's see if I can try again!

Maybe the reason I don't write as often as I should is because my life really isn't interesting. I'm not saying I'm a boring person, but it just feels like there's nothing worth blogging about. I can't talk much about work because I'm in childcare, and the company I work for is kinda strict on what we talk about, work wise, on any kind of social network (blogging, Facebook, Twitter, MySpace...you get it). Let's be honest, I can only talk about me and Joe so much before I make ya'll gag or something, haha! I don't go out often enough to talk about that.
Maybe I am boring person! I have some hobbies, but they don't always last long. Such as my video editing: I did SO many videos within a few months I got burnt out...and I ran out of space on my computer. Womp, womp!

The only thing I could think to write about is my love for weddings.
( source)

Would you want to read about that? Like the whole thing? Color schemes, flowers, receptions, photography, decoration ideas, dresses and rings I love, etc, etc? What do you think? Would it be silly to write about that kinda stuff even though I'm not engaged?

I've also thought about blogging my fashion woes. Maybe I could get tips from people and share them with ya'll? I don't know! My closet is a sad, sad place-I know that much! I always buy cute pieces but then putting together an outfit is so frustrating! Can I have Stacey and Clinton with me every day, please?

I NEED FEEDBACK, LOVELIES! I'm out of ideas! What do you want to read about?


Later Days!
Dani

PS:
I have some major time to kill today and tomorrow. A lovely ice/snow storm has fallen upon North Texas and the schools are closed so therefore, I'm off work and kinda can't go anywhere! A perfect time to write, right? Sound off in the comments!

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Something new!

Well hello!

I've started reading Jenni's blog, Story of My Life and I've really fallen in love with her writing. It's like we're sitting there having a girl chat. Love that!

*Jenni, if you're reading: thank you for starting your billionth blog. If you didn't I wouldn't be inspired to finally keep up with mine. Oh, and I'm totally going to keep up with the List of Ten Tuesday. ;]

So here we go, lovelies! My first List of Ten Tuesday!
And yes, I'm aware it's almost Wednesday. It's the effort and actually making the darn list that counts!

Ten Things I'm Looking Forward to This Holiday Season!
(and in no particular order)

1) The Christmas Music
As a former band nerd and lover of all music, I have to say Christmas music is in my top 3 genres. 103.7 started being the "100% Christmas Station" last week, and I crank the tunes in my car and sing at the top of my lungs. I'm positive the car next to me at the stop light can hear my horrid singing, but I could care less.

2) Shopping
What's tragic here is I LOVE shopping during the Holidays, but I don't have enough funds. One of the downfalls of working in childcare, unfortunately. I love buying someone a gift and watching them open it! If only I my wrapping skills were better than stuffing it into a bag and sticking tissue on top...

3) The Atmosphere
How can you not feel the joy and love in the air?! And the smell of Christmas?! I can't even describe it, but it's amazing.

4) Starbucks Holiday Drinks
Need I say more?
Psst! I found out they have the peppermint flavoring all year round! Peppermint White Chocolate Mocha, anyone?!

5) Decorations
Totally wished my family wore Santa hats while decorating...
My parents bought a new tree last year (pre-lit, woohoo!) and Mom said she would no longer decorate the tree with our "hodge-podge" ornaments. This kinda broke my heart, but I understand. Me and my sisters aren't little kids anymore. So instead of looking at The Rescuers and other various Disney and baby picture ornaments, it is candy cane themed. Lots of red, white and silver! Mom even made a big bow for the top with long curly tails to go down the tree. Now if only I could convince Mom and Dad to start decorating OUTSIDE again...

6) The Weather
Okay, let's be honest: winter rarely EVER looks like that in North Texas. Although we did have a white Christmas last year! Am I hoping for another one? Yes. Will it really happen two years in a row? Doubtful. Because Texas is unbearably hot during the summer months, I count down the days to fall and winter. I thrive in the colder months, and my cutest clothes are meant to be worn then. I paid my dues by dealing with the heat on a slanted parking lot during marching practice for four years in high school. You will NEVER hear me say, "I can't wait for summer!" If I could, I'd migrate North for the summer (or just stay there all year round).

7) Being Unabashed About Hint Dropping
As Christmas draws closer, do you find yourself pointing out things at the store or in a catalog while casually saying, "Ooooh I'd LOVE to have that!" Yeah, me too. If you said no, you're a big fat liar!

8) Family
(Me and my sisters two years ago. Aren't we precious?)
I love my family. We have our moments where we bicker and argue, but I wouldn't trade them for anything. Family is what should be most important during the holidays. Not the material things-FAMILY. Which leads me to...

9) Traditions
On Christmas Eve my family has two traditions: we open one small gift, and instead of a formal dinner, we eat snacky-finger-type-foods. I know the first one isn't too uncommon, but I feel the second one is really my family's. Mom has tried several times to let go of the finger-foods tradition, but me and my sisters fight it everytime! Mom makes meatballs, fudge and other baked goods, and we'll have chips and dip, QUESO (LOVE my Mom's queso!) and cheese and crackers. Why fix it if it ain't broke? It wouldn't be Christmas Eve without the finger foods!

and finally

10) Charity
I don't always get to participate in charity, but when I can, I love to adopt a tree angel. I feel every child deserves a decent Christmas (one gift from Santa is better than none). They set up an angel tree at the school I work at every year. I think me and my co-worker are going to adopt one together. I've been telling my kiddos that helping our fellow man during the holidays is important, and I love how well they respond to it. Our center is gathering items for a children's grief support center, and they are SO excited to participate! I'm lucky to have such a great group of kids to work with! :]


How'd I do?! I think Thankful Thursdays are only during November, so I'll do my first and only one for this year in a few days! For now, I need some sleep! I'm off tomorrow and seeing Harry Potter for the second time! I won't wear eye makeup this time, I learned my lesson from the midnight showing :'[

Later Days!
Dani

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Fall is here!...well, sorta.

Hey!

Did you notice the decor change?! Oh yes, lovelies. Texas has officially started to get the Fall weather memo! It isn't as cool as I'd like it to be, but it's so much better than dealing with over 100-degree heat! Barbara said we're experiencing an "indian summer." It's still a bit warm during the day but it's nice and cool at night! Can't wait to wear my sweaters and boots...just thinking about it makes me giddy! My marker that fall is really here though? There's this huge tree a few houses down and it gets completely golden right before the leaves fall. It's so beautiful! When that tree is a golden fall color...that's when I know! I'm hoping we start seeing high's in the upper 60s/lower 70s soon. We have a cold front coming in later this week, so fingers crossed!!

My birthday came and went. I am now officially uninsured. Hooray? It isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I have plenty of supplies to hold me over until January. However, Dad told me I would only be receiving medical coverage when I'm reinstated. I'll have to buy my own dental and vision. I think until I get a better job anyways, that's fine. My teeth aren't rotting, and my eyes haven't really changed...so I think I'll survive. I just need to eat better, be more active and take LOTS of vitamin C! Don't want to get sick without insurance!

Also, I haven't stepped foot in my gym since JUNE. Horrible!! I'm going to try my best to get my butt back there at least twice a week starting tomorrow! I've been staying up WAY too late reading and by the time I wake up, I need to get ready for work. Yeah, definitely lame.

That's about all I have for now. I'll try to be a better blogger, I promise!!


Later Days!
Dani

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Meet Ruby!

I have some very exciting news!
I bought a car!! Yup, you read that right! A car!

My little sister bought a 2008 Toyota Yaris on Monday. When she went back to the dealership on Tuesday, to sign all her paperwork, I went along. After she was done, she had to go back to work and Dad and I talked with Bryan in financing. I found out I had an impeccable credit score (yay for keeping up with my monthly payments)! Also, since I had recently received my Associate's degree, I was eligible for the Graduate program! Being eligible for that meant I could buy a new car with a very, very low financing rate. Oh, and I was able to trade in my little white Chevy S-10 and got $1,000 for it! Not too bad!

I know you're wondering exactly what car I bought! Here it is!
A 2010 Toyota Corolla!






It was a good time to get out of my truck. Why? It was over 100,000 miles, and probably would have crapped out on me within the next 6 months. The fact we got $1,000 for a trade-in is pretty awesome. The White Knight was a great first car. It got me from point A to point B, it was already paid off, and with the driving I did in high school, it was good for gas. However, now that I'm doing a lot more driving, and I'm going to be working two jobs (one in Hurst, the other in Southlake) every day, I needed a car with better gas mileage.

That's where the Corolla comes in. It gets about 38 miles to the gallon! A huuuuge difference from my truck. I think the truck was only getting about 18 miles? Yeah, I'll be saving a lot of money per month on gas.
Did I mention I got a screaming deal on this car? It's worth $20k, I believe it was listed for $17k and I got it for about $13k! Apparently, it was sitting on the lot for over 300 days. In the dealership business, if a car is sitting on the lot for over 90 days, the dealership has to start paying a ridiculous amount of money just to keep it there. So, they were really anxious to get it off their hands. With my credit score, trade-in, and the graduate program, I will only pay $299 per month. For a brand new car, I think that's pretty good!

Since my truck had a name (The White Knight), I had to name this beauty! Her name is Ruby! My best friend, Diana suggested the name and I loved it! Diana also put some lucky money in my car. She is Greek, and whenever someone buys a new car, they put money in it to bring good luck. So she had put some change under my mats....unfortunately, I forgot to mention this to the dealership when they detailed the car while I was signing my paperwork and they vacuumed up my lucky Greek money. I was actually really disappointed! And I'm not going to ask her to put more change in my car!

I'm really happy about this!! Having a reliable car is such a relief! So, if you're ever in the area and wanting to go out, let me know! I'll definitely want to drive! ;]


Later Days!
Dani

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A different path

Have you ever just kicked yourself for not doing something differently? That's what I'm doing right now.
I'm kicking myself for not learning a skill and getting a job in that field. Ohhhh no, I had to go to school for three years and get a degree that pretty much says, "Look! I took a bunch of basic courses!" Where that's commendable, sticking with school, an Associate's degree isn't going to get me a job. So, I've decided to look into some programs at TCC (I know, just when I think I'm done there, I go right back).

I am seriously considering nursing. I have been told by many people (strangers included!) that I should be a nurse. I know there is a dire need for nurses, and since my head is in a better place...why not? There was a time when I really thought about going into nursing, but I was always told (by myself and others) because of my learning disability with math, nursing wouldn't be possible for me. I'm starting to think differently. I have to count carbohydrates, and figure out how much insulin I'm going to take. I know how to count milligrams and what not for pills, so why can't I get past my learning disability? I made an appointment with the DSS (special services) office for Monday morning. Ms. Hill helped me when I first got to TCC, I'm sure she can help me out now. Back in middle school, I had so many grand maul seizures, my math retention skills went out the window. If I am taught something, I won't remember how to do it five minutes later. It's as if I wasn't in class. So, at the end of high school, I was tested and I do indeed have a learning disability. Instead of taking the senior level math TAKS, I took a 7th grade level (and passed). Because I had all the right paper work, and had all the ARD meetings at the end of my senior year in high school, TCC waved my required math course, and I took a computer course instead (and did well in it). I'm not going to spend all that time taking the prerequisite classes if the Nursing Program won't wave my required math course. So I guess we'll find out Monday if it's a go or no-go.

The other program I'm looking into to is Surgical Technology. You know the people who are responsible for the inventory of what tools are used during a surgery so nothing gets sewn inside the patient? Yeah, that. I looked at the prerequisite courses, and no math is needed. I would need to take Anatomy and Physiology I and II, but I think if I really buckle down, I can do it.

So that's where I'm at, lovelies. I'm tired of getting e-mails back from companies I've applied to saying, "Thanks, but you're not what we're looking for" (in so many words). I want to get into a field that has meaning, and I want to do something I enjoy. I think I belong in the medical field. I think the meeting with Ms. Hill is going to start me on my journey.
Keep your fingers crossed....or send me good thoughts/vibes or pray for me. Whatever is more comfortable for you! ;]


Later Days!
Dani

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Christmas in July?

*peeks around the corner*
Oh, hey guys!
I need to be given the worst blogger award. It's been over a month since my last post? FAIL. Major fail.
So what's been going on with me? I've been working, hanging out, and still looking for a new job.
Remember when I said I was so excited to work the summer program? OH MAH LAWD. Tie my tubes NOW! I'm so done working with kids! I love them, and I know if/when I have my own, they won't be the same, but geez! I'm so burnt out! I need to work with adults! Also, working in childcare can be rewarding, but I really don't get paid enough for what I do. It doesn't pay the bills!
Joe started his new job last week! I'm so proud of him. He is so excited about making more money, and being employed with a company that will really use his skills. Oh, and he's so happy to have a cubicle. Cute, right?
I've been doing a lot of shopping lately. Nothing too pricey though. We're talking Payless, Target, Old Navy, Forever 21, Charlotte Russe, Delia's, etc. And the majority of my purchases were on sale! Like for instance, the few things I bought today!
I bought a cute red blouse from Target. Target's website was being stupid, so I couldn't find a picture, and I'm too lazy to really keep trying to find it. It was $20, but definitely worth it. Any top that makes me look a little more endowed in the chest area is always worth the money! ;]

I bought these for $9. I figured I needed silver sandals, and I can wear these to work because they have a strap. It's a win-win for me.

Aren't these CUTE?! They were on sale for $17. I think they were originally $28? Don't quote me! I already took the price sticker off them. Again, silver shoes. These will come in handy around Christmas time :D

Speaking of CHRISTMAS, I am SO READY for this summer weather to be done and over with! My iTunes shuffled to Andrea Bocelli's version of "Silent Night" and I listened to the whole thing! His voice is so beautiful, it makes me cry!
I went to Hobby Lobby with my friend Diana for wedding stuff, and they had Christmas ornaments up already! Of course, this is exciting for me! That means we're getting closer to the cooler weather! I belong in a colder climate! I hate the heat! Did I mention all my cute clothes aren't really good for the summer? I can't wait to wear my jeans, sweaters, coats, cardigans and boots! I tried on a pair of boots at Payless today. I sent a picture of me wearing them to my Mom. Keep in mind it was over 100 degrees, so I was wearing shorts. Short, slouchy, cowboy boots and shorts isn't really an attractive combination. Mom's reaction? "Ummm...no." Of course I'm thinking ahead to fall and winter. Skinny jeans, those boots, and my new red blouse would be a great outfit!

See what I mean? Adorable! And only $40! Not something I can afford right now, but soon!

(I just noticed all the pictures on this post is shoes. Sad? Maybe.)

In other news, I found out if I don't have a full time job by my birthday (September 28), I will be dropped from my parents' insurance. HOWEVER! It will only be a lapse in coverage. Because the health care bill passed, that means dependents can stay on their parents' insurance until the age of 26. So, in January I can be re-instated. That means 3 months of no insurance. 3 months of Vitamin C, a better diet and exercise plan and lots and lots and LOTS of hand sanitizer so I don't get sick. I won't lie to you, I'm extremely scared. What if something happens? I know I'll more than likely be find, but still! Those "What Ifs" keep creeping into my mind. Please keep me in your prayers, good thoughts and vibes. Either to make it through those 3 months unscathed or to find a full time career.
I recently downloaded Fireflight's song "Desperate." It really grabbed my attention even though I don't normally listen to Christian bands. Some of the lyrics really strike a chord with me:
I know You hear me,
Would You give me a sign?
Reel me in before I've fallen in line.
You've put me on a path I don't understand
I'm standing on a ledge waving my hands.
Is it weird if this is really how I feel right now? I don't know what's happening, I don't really know where I'm going and it's scaring the you-know-what out of me. That's all I'm asking for! A sign! Something to point me in the right direction.

I don't know what else to write about now, lovlies. I think I'm done for the night.

Later Days!
Dani

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SO BUMMED.

Hey guys!

Let's start on a slightly higher note. My cousin's wedding was SO MUCH FUN! Re-connecting with that side of my family was amazing. Now I might visit my Aunt Claudia in Michigan before the end of the summer! Woop! I found the Golden Bear necklace she bought me in Vail back in 1997. Still in great condition, and totally wearable. If you're from Colorado, or around the Vail area, then you know The Golden Bear jewelery brand is called "The Symbol of Vail Valley". It's such a shame it's a golden necklace...if it was white gold I would totally wear it everyday!



But on a bummed out note, Joe and I don't get to go to Colorado Springs for the Fourth of July. His sister has to work all that weekend, so they don't have anything planned. Oh, and Joe's Dad will be going up there that weekend too because Jenn is having her tonsils taken out on the 6th.
I am SO disappointed. I understand why we can't go, but it's still lame. I was looking forward to the cooler weather. No joke. I'm not spending time outside, it's TOO FREAKING HOT. It's not like I can go swimming or hang out by the pool. Unless that body of water is natural or a saltwater pool, it can't be done. The chlorine eats away the adhesive on my pump. Sad times, my lovelies. Very, very sad times.

Joe is trying to be optimistic and saying we'll find something to do because we're off that weekend. We better find something amazing or I'm just going to be cranky.

I think I'm getting a little miffed now because Joe was supposed to go to my cousin's wedding with me, and he decided not to go because he couldn't afford to go with me to Minneapolis AND the trip to Colorado. Now he didn't go to either! He could have gone with me and met my family!! UGH!


That's all I've got to say for now. I'm throwing a fit and ranting about it. Boo hiss.


Later Days!
Dani

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Leavin' on a jetplane!

Quick post!

I'm about to leave for the airport! My cousin's wedding is tomorrow and I'm so excited to see my family!

This is my first trip completely solo. Airplane, hotel, different state, etc etc. Mom is freaking out a little bit because of my diabetes, but I know I'll be fine! Prayers for a safe trip are still appreciated though! ;]

Have a great weekend, lovelies!


Later Days!
Dani

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Oh hey!

Hey you guuuuuyzzz!
(sorry-had to do it!)

It is the last week of school! Thank GOD! Barbara and I did some packing up last week. Within the first day, we had packed up about 6 boxes worth of stuff! So we haven't really done much more since then. The kids still need stuff to play with! On the last two days of school, however, we're going to let them bring their electronic toys to keep them busy! We'll have everything packed up by then! I'll be working the summer program, which is pretty cool! We had our training at corporate on Monday, and it looks like our summer is going to be packed with a lot of fun stuff! It's my first time working in the summer, so it's going to be a learning experience!
I have a lot of my parents asking me if I'll be back next school year. And I have to be honest with them: "It's still up in the air."
They know my situation, so they're pretty understanding. I think whether I'm there or not next year is how they're deciding if their kids will stay in the program. If I don't go back next year, I am going to miss my kiddos very much! You work with them for the entire school year and you get a little attached, you know?

Speaking of jobs! One of my close family friends is going to take me to the VA Hospital in Fort Worth either this week or next week to talk to someone about getting a job! He's in the military/government, so this is a big deal! How nice is it of him to take the time out of his day to help me out? A very big dinner or gift card is definitely in order afterwards!
Joe will be interviewing with Checkpoint very soon! They're hiring 20 people, and his older brother works for the company, so he's pretty confident one of those 20 spots is his. I know he'll get the job! Not because Josh works there (it helps to have a little inside help), but because he has the skills! I never have to pay get to my computer fixed because I have Joe! He's great at what he does, and I'm so proud of him! <3

I made more videos. Yes, they are to "How to Train Your Dragon", and yes, I'm still proud of my work!

New Divide-Linkin Park
I had a hard time finishing this one. I was sick through the majority of making it, and I honestly got lazy and cut it off after the first chorus. It's still a big hit on deviantArt though!


Ten Years Kashmir II (Choir, Film Perc. Version)-Corner Stone Cues
As one of my friends said, "Amazing! You should totally effing make movie trailers for a living... just sayin'."
That was kind of my intention with this one! A trailer/really freaking epic video. I'll let you decide! ;]


I found the external hard drive Joe had given me for either my birthday or Christmas last year. He put all 3 seasons of Avatar: The Last Airbender on it just so I could make videos. I think now that I've gotten the hang of editing, I'm going to use all those episodes for my next video! Either that or The Princess and the Frog! What do you think?!

This next week is going to be crazy busy for me! Let's take a look.
Thursday
Go up to the center in the morning to do more packing.
Ask the gym teacher if we can use her TV/DVD player for Thursday and Friday
Work
Family comes in from California for Juli's graduation
Friday
8:00 hair appointment
11:30 nail appointment
Work
Leave Florence and go to Hidden Lakes to help set up for the summer
If there is still time: go to David's Bridal for the bridesmaid appointment with Diana and everybody
Go home, hang out with the family
**Melissa comes home from Australia!! Get excited!**
Saturday
Wake up early, go to Hidden Lakes to finish setting up for Monday. 8:30-whenever we're done
Juli comes home from Ohio for graduation
More hanging out with the family after working at Hidden Lakes (and a shower!)
Sunday
JULI'S GRADUATION!
Monday
Work from 8:30-1:30
Appointment with the Nutritionist at 2:30
Tuesday-Thursday
Pretty much just working
Friday
Fly to Minneapolis for John and Sarah's wedding!

Holy crap, am I even going to have time to breathe this next week?
Probably not.

Later Days!
Dani

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Seriously?!

I had to visit my doctor AGAIN! Within a week! Seriously?!

I told them, "I'm not a hypochondriac, I swear!" My throat is sore, my ears are plugged, and oh! Did I mention I'm losing my voice?! BALLS.

While picking up my antibiotics at the pharmacy drive through, I busted one of my acrylics. Easily replaceable, but still! OUCH!

I go to work, and slowly but surely my voice starts dwindling. The kids can't quite get the concept that Ms. Dani is sick, and can't talk very loud. OH! AND the CCMS person decides to visit us today. OMG SHOOT ME.

I get home after work only to hear about a call from my new endocrinologist. On the message it said my thyroid is over active and my sugars are running too high, and now I need to see her in early June. Great. If I can actually get in for an appointment, and get time off work, I will have visited her office 3 times in the month of June.

Oh, and I'm supposed to start my period this week.

< sarcasm >
I just LOVE MY LIFE!
< / sarcasm >


Later Days!
Dani

PS:
Shame on ya'll if you haven't watched the videos I posted a few blog posts before! I worked hard on those...so get to watching! :]

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Feeling sickly...again.

I had to call in sick...again! This is twice now within a 2 or 3 week period! So not cool since I'm trying to put back cash! Argh!
I thought I had pleurisy again, but it ended up being something similar to pleurisy. So, the Doc put me on some strong ibuprofen, no steroids this time around. Last time the steroids made my blood sugars like a roller coaster!

But I made the most of my day! I discovered new music, mapped out my next video (it's going to be awesome), watched "The Princess and the Frog", and gawked at my new "The Art of How to Train Your Dragon" book. I know...now my obsession is getting way out of hand!

Let's look at it this way:
It was the LAST copy at B&N, they gave me 10% off because it was slightly damaged, and I had $21 and some change left on a gift card. I only had to pay $17 for this bad boy. Best purchase ever! I was seriously geeking out over it!
Was this a completely necessary purchase?
Yes.
Do I seem a little geeky right now?
Yes, and I don't care.

"The Princess and the Frog" is a seriously adorable movie! Why I waited so long to watch it is beyond me. It is definitely a classic Disney type of movie. I'm so glad they brought back the 2D animation for it! As much as I love the computer animated films (*cough*HowtoTrainYourDragon*cough*), it was refreshing! Oh, and it made me cry a little bit! Go watch it...now!

The "new music" I discovered, was a song by Florence + The Machine.
I think if Adele and Kate Nash came together, Florence + The Machine would be their musical love child. I've recently gotten into their music! I put the song "Cosmic Love" in my playlist for your listening pleasure!
Let it be noted, however, I was interested in them before the Eclipse soundtrack was announced. Okay? Okay.


Just a little updating randomness. I'm trying to get back on this whole updating thing! ;]

Later Days!
Dani

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